Charlie's Blog: June 2026

6.21.2026

Grand Ambitions

For which of you having a mind to build a tower, doth not first sit down, and reckon the charges that are necessary, whether he have wherewithal to finish it: Lest, after he hath laid the foundation, and is not able to finish it, all that see it begin to mock him, Saying: This man began to build, and was not able to finish.
LUKE 14:28-30 DOUAY-RHEIMS

I believe the worst rock album of all time was the Sgt. Pepper album from the Beatles. The Beatles recorded the album as a response to Pet Sounds from the Beach Boys. The music isn't bad, but the long form had a deleterious effect on what would come after it. The Stones responded with their own ripoff epic album. Then, you had Pink Floyd's Dark Side of the Moon and the Who's rock opera, Tommy. Rock and roll went from making pop singles on the radio to something approaching a symphony. Rock started taking itself seriously. This would lead to progressive rock and other indulgences like Queen's "Bohemian Rhapsody" which makes me change the station when it comes on because the song is too long and indulgent for me.

These epic rock creations are potent examples of grand ambitions. Nothing is equal to it in country music which has remained true to the 3 minute radio friendly song. I tell everyone that the best country album of all time has a single name, Greatest Hits. It doesn't matter if it is Waylon, Willie, or Merle. You can't go wrong with a greatest hits album from a country star especially if it comes on a cassette from a convenience store. I will also point out that one of the biggest selling albums of all time was the greatest hits album from the Eagles which is essentially a country music album. Ultimately, these albums are just collections of the short but wonderful songs that got played on the radio and still get played to the present day.

Now, I am not against ambitious creative endeavors. I love a symphony, and I purchase classical music on CDs because that serious music lends itself to extended and deliberate listening. I don't buy rock or country CDs because I listen to the individual songs. The streaming era has returned music to the way it was before Sgt. Pepper. This is a cause for rejoicing.

The problem with grand ambitions is that people don't know their place in the scheme of things. I appreciate that the Ramones didn't consider themselves to be equal to Mozart or Beethoven. Their music was a rejection of the prog rock pretension, and it was glorious. The Ramones knew their place in the musical universe, and I appreciate that. Conversely, I am glad that Beethoven wasn't trying to make pop songs for the radio. He made serious music, and he was equal to the task.

I think about this when it comes to my own ambitions as a writer. I am not a fiction writer. I am not a novelist. I am certainly not a poet. I have done some stuff along these lines, and they were epic in their failure. Writing the great American novel is not my place. I will leave that to Hemingway and Fitzgerald.

For me, the greatest example I can give of tempered ambitions is Norman Rockwell. Rockwell was a talented and gifted artist in the photo realistic vein of art. But he was never held up as a serious artist because his work amounted to illustrations for the cover of The Saturday Evening Post. This is in contrast to "serious" artists like Jackson Pollock with his drip paintings or Andy Warhol with his soup cans. Even Rockwell poked fun at the art world and himself with his famous art connossieur painting where he reproduced a Pollock work for his illustration.

The difference between an artist and an illustrator is that an illustrator paints what people actually want to look at. People like illustrations. The same can't be said for "art." Art takes itself seriously which is fine if the art is good. It is laughable when it isn't.

The difference between an artist and an illustrator is the same as the difference between an actor and a movie star. It is the difference between a composer and a songwriter. It is the difference between a musician and a rock star. People need to know this difference.

The key thing is that some people don't know their place in the scheme of things. They aspire to be more than what they are. A great example of this is Sir Paul McCartney. McCartney is arguably the greatest songwriter of our time. He is also a composer of classical music, but I find this laughable because the man can't read music. Whatever he composed, he had some assistance on it. He ain't Beethoven. I know of no one who finds his orchestral works to be of great value. If it didn't have Paul's name on it, no one would listen to it.

I am a huge fan of tempered ambitions. This is because I have had to temper my own ambitions. For some reason, there is shame attached to this show of humility. We can't all be the greatest at everything because God does not distribute His gifts equally. What we need to be is great relative to what He has given each of us. For me, this is being a humble blogger. For others, it would be playing bass guitar in a weekend cover band. There is no shame in that.

What I would caution people about is the irrational fear that your "great" thing will go to waste because you did not pursue your grand ambitions. The blunt truth is that you probably aren't that great. The real waste is when someone wastes what God has given them because they are merely good at what they do. This would be a Beatrix Potter deciding to not draw because she wasn't a Monet. This would be an Alfred Hitchcock deciding not to direct because he never won a competitive Oscar in his awesome career as a filmmaker.

The bottom line is that the critics like to sneer at the hoi polloi and their tastes. These are the same people who praise a banana duct taped to the wall. The real measure of creative success is that many people found something awesome in what you created. The sensus populum is a reliable guide for what is good. Granted, crap can be the flavor of a season, but crap does not endure for the long haul. Beatrix Potter was beloved yesterday and today. All that other snooty crap seems designed to nauseate the public and appeal to a small cadre of misanthropes that have convinced a few idiots that the naked emperor is dressed in fine apparel that the rest of us are too stupid to see.

With that said, I now finish what I have begun to build. The people like what they like, and there should be no apology for that. Likewise, the creative person needs to find their own inner sense and place on these things. What I find is that there are two main errors on these matters. The first is the creator that takes himself too seriously and is not equal to the task. The other is the creator who doesn't take himself seriously enough because he got talked out of it by these pompous jerks. Just do what you're good at doing and make the things that appeal to you. You will find that these things appeal to others as well. Don't create for the critics. Create for your audience. They are the only people that matter. Thank you for being my audience. 

6.14.2026

Some Recent Reflections On Thrive/Survive Mode

The seven beautiful kine, and the seven full ears, are seven years of plenty: and both contain the same meaning of the dream. And the seven lean and thin kine that came up after them, and the seven thin ears that were blasted with the burning wind, are seven years of famine to come: Which shall be fulfilled in this order: Behold, there shall come seven years of great plenty in the whole land of Egypt: After which shall follow other seven years of so great scarcity, that all the abundance before shall be forgotten: for the famine shall consume all the land,
GENESIS 41:26-30 DOUAY-RHEIMS

My thoughts have turned once again to things of an economic nature. My wife and I have read and watched various bits of content of people complaining about the affordability crisis, the respective fortunes of the various generations, and examples of people doing incredibly stupid things with their money. My perspective on these things comes from my evolution in my thinking about thrive and survive mode. I will now try to capture these thoughts and collect them into something coherent.

Thrive/Survive Mode

I have written about thrive mode and survive mode before. I no longer believe in thrive mode. Thrive mode is a fantasy and a fiction. Thrive mode is believing that the seven fat years will continue indefinitely into the future, and the lean years will never come. Yet, those who know the lean years are coming prepare for that inevitability by storing up from the fat years of plenty. That preparation is survive mode.

The smart strategy is to always live in survive mode. You should never be a grasshopper and always be an ant. You can't go wrong with this strategy. The people who claim otherwise will discuss opportunity costs. By being frugal, you might miss out on winning the lottery of life. To make it sting worse is that there are people who win the lottery of life. Their example represents the cheese in the mousetrap luring in the suckers who follow the example but end up with the mistake. The Roaring Twenties is a prime example of this folly as suckers piled in until the Crash of 1929. This yielded the Great Depression when the whole country found itself in survive mode. The smart ones never left survive mode.

Boomers

Survive mode ended with the Baby Boom generation. Post-World War II America was a time of prosperity and plenty when the generation forgot survival. The 1960s were a boom time which gave us the 1970s which were a bust time. We can point to Nixon taking us off the gold standard and the Vietnam War as catalysts for the hard times of the 1970s. Those ended with the Reagan/Volcker era of the 1980s. That was when the Boomers killed it financially. It was a good time to be alive, buy a house, and start a family. Because of those good times that ended sometime during the term of George W. Bush, subsequent generations have envy and spite for those prosperous Boomers. Today, many wealthy Boomers are enjoying lavish end of life vacations in Florida on pensions, retirement, and stock market returns goosed along with a fresh round of debt on new homes that they will never pay off in what is left of their lifetimes.

I don't share this resentment of these Boomers because I know that much of your good fortune depends on circumstances beyond your control. They were lucky and got to live in thrive mode for most of their lives. This is how you get the phenomenon of rich people who are stupid. I used to hear people say, "If you're so smart, why aren't you rich?" Today, I turn that around and ask the obvious question. If you're so rich, why aren't you smart?

The fastest route to poverty today is to take the advice of out of touch Boomers. They believe the fantasy that they made their prosperous lives by some act of will or genius on their part. The reality is they were lucky fools in the right place at the right time. Their run of luck is unrepeatable. This is why you should not listen to these people.

Gen X

Gen Xers like myself know the truth about Boomer prosperity. Ours was the first generation to know they were not going to be better off than their parents. I don't know of any Gen Xers that whine about this fact of life. My generation just accepted that life was going to be a bit tougher and grittier than our parents had it. This was also goosed along by the utter neglect of our parents who let their kids free range their way through life beginning in elementary school. I will say that I thought those years of neglect and freedom were awesome. People don't realize the blessings that come from having free range parents.

When life is tough, you learn to survive. I didn't have it as bad as my Great Depression surviving grandparents, but I am grateful to have lived in the time that I did which was a sort of halfway house between prosperity and adversity.

Millennials

The Millennials were the first generation to audibly begin whining. This whining resulted in "economic outpatient assistance" from their Boomer parents. Where Gen X suffered neglect, Millennials suffered from too much help. I call them "Generation Whine."

It feels weird to be sandwiched between Boomers and Millennials. As a Gen Xer, I don't lay the guilt trip on the Boomers. I just don't take their "wisdom" and advice. At the end of the day, those who aren't lucky have to be smart. That is Generation X.

Gen Z

Generation Z are the children of the Xers. All I can say is that Generation X has utterly failed at parenting. Where Boomers left their X children to roam the streets until the streetlights came on, Xers left their Z children to the world of tech and social media with the disastrous results you see today. The next time you see a gender confused Zillennial with a nose ring at the grocery store, know that X and Millennials had a hand in birthing that madness.

Gen Z is the first generation to be utterly detached from reality. They aspire to become "influencers" on social media and to be paid wages and salaries that are insane. They are a damned and doomed generation. If you doubt this, just look up from your smartphone and witness the other idiots glued to their smartphones. Generation Z lives entirely online and has done so for their entire lives. They see thrive mode as their birthright and cannot comprehend why no one wants to pay them big money.

The Thing That Cuts Across All The Generations

What all the generations after the Great Depression have in common is an over reliance on credit. The Depressioners learned that credit and debt was what got them into trouble in the first place. Consequently, they eschewed accumulating debt and learned to live within their means. They were fortunate in this regard while their children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren were unfortunate. But within these foolish generations are those who did get a clue and imitate those folks who survived the Great Depression. These are the ants.

My old man was the first one to clue me in on the grasshoppers and ants as he derided his peers for buying new cars and trucks on credit while he drove used vehicles he paid for in cash. That was in the 1980s. Fast forward to the 2000s, and I found myself deriding my peers for the same foolishness. I have always been mocked for driving the oldest and rattiest vehicle in the company parking lot, but that ride was never in danger of repossession.

The Great Depression survivors were smart. The Baby Boomers were lucky. Generations X-Z are neither smart nor lucky. The result is three generations without prosperity and saddled with debts. Yet, this is a fate that was and remains entirely avoidable with some common sense. This common sense means eschewing consumerism.

Credit means never having to say no to your desires. It means living in a perpetual state of thrive mode. This thrive mode has been the state of things since the 1950s. We have had recessions, but those downturns were papered over with more credit. When a bubble popped, the Fed printed up another bubble. The government spends with no end in sight as we now have a $39T national debt being paid for with more debt. It is insanity.

People can decry the insanity except they participate in the madness by their own individual choices as borrowers and consumers. It is the rare person who is debt free today. The ones with debt and toys mock the ones without debt and toys. For the thrive mode people, survive mode is a needless and avoidable hardship.

When does the bill come due for this economic madness? I don't know. The sky never falls. Despite inflation not seen since the 1970s, people are still living their best lives. They are going on cruises and vacations to Disney World. They still eat out and get their meals delivered to them as they mindlessly scroll on their devices. The one thing I don't do is worry or concern myself with what is going to happen to these people. Whatever happens to them will be deserved when it comes.

6.07.2026

Love And Hate: The Kindle

If you drop a book into the toilet, you can fish it out... But if you drop your Kindle in the toilet, you're pretty well done.
STEPHEN KING


This post is a response to the news in this article:

Your Old Kindle Still Works Perfectly. Amazon Is Killing It Anyway

I recommend reading the whole thing. Meanwhile, here are my two cents on the matter.

The Love

I bought my Kindle sometime back in 2007 or 08. I can't remember, but my device is close to 20 years old now. I still have the original battery in the thing, and it still works. It is certainly one of the devices that Amazon wants to brick now.

I bought the Kindle because of all the free books in the public domain you could download on the thing. I downloaded many of them. I liked the fact that you could carry around a library on the device that was the size of a paperback, and it has been in my backpack many times when I have had to travel. There is no clutter with the Kindle.

The Kindle really shined for me after my accident. My eyes cataracted over from the smashing of my head, and my vision began dimming to a point that I could no longer read a regular book. With the Kindle, I was able to enlarge the font to a gigantic size which allowed me to read the text. I chose to read the Douay-Rheims Bible, and I finished it on the Kindle. I could have never done that with my dead tree version of the Bible.

I had an iPod Touch once upon a time, and I read books on the Kindle app. But my eyes felt like someone had scrubbed them with sandpaper after reading on the thing. I discovered that I was not blinking when I was reading on the iPod screen. I don't know why I did that or what caused it. My eyes were drying out from not blinking. I have never had this problem with the e-ink display of the Kindle. They got that part exactly right, and it is why I preferred the Kindle over a tablet device like the Fire or the iPad.

The other great thing about the Kindle is that it allowed rapid delivery of a book. I didn't have to wait for the days that it takes to get a physical book through the mail from Amazon. And there are no late fees or return trips like you have with library books. That is the perk of "ownership" which brings me to the hate portion of this post.

The Hate

The argument that I heard from the beginning about the Kindle is that you don't really own the books on the thing. The fact that Amazon is going to brick my device supports that argument. The other thing is that Amazon had the ability to retroedit the ebook after the fact for whatever woke agenda they might want to push. You can't do this with a physical book. This is why it behooves you, Gentle Reader, to own and collect physical media.

The other thing about the Kindle is that it isn't the same experience as reading a physical book. My wife hates the Kindle and prefers a book she can hold in her hand. She can flip the pages and put bookmarks where she needs them. My wife is not a book vandal and does not make notes or underline things. But some people want that vandalism option which only a physical book provides. I can say for myself that I prefer reading a physical book over the electronic version. Since my eye surgeries, I have gone back to reading the Bible in its physical form.

They have tools and tricks on the Kindle to make it more like a physical book, but it was too aggravating to use them. A real book is the ultimate form factor for reading, and this is why physical books haven't died. This is why bookstores like Barnes and Noble have been making a comeback. Books are never going away.

This brings me to another criticism from my wife. Many of the books you would buy for the Kindle cost almost as much as the physical book. It costs virtually nothing to "print" and "deliver" an ebook. It is just electrons on a device. You could sell a book on the thing for a dollar and still make a profit. Instead, they demand full price for the thing that you never really own.

The Future

I know that Amazon got the idea for this unplanned but forced obsolescence from Apple who is famous for bricking older devices to churn the base of their cult of customers to get more money out of them. This was the fate of my iPod Touch. I appreciate that Amazon relented for almost 20 years on this move unlike Apple, but they are going to be the losers on this. I will never buy a new Kindle. I will never buy another ebook for the Kindle. They have shot themselves in the foot on this.

Would you be a fool to buy a Kindle or an ebook now? Absolutely. This digital crap is merely the illusion of ownership. That illusion is over. The only positive note on this is that you can still access your ebooks on the app on your other devices. I don't care. I am going back to physical books 100% now.

As for my current device, it still works and will continue to work until I reset it or whatever. I will hang on to it for now, but I am sorely tempted to eat the loss and trash the thing. I can't look at the thing without getting mad about it. You tricked me, Amazon. You won't trick me again.

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KINDLE NEWS and not the good kind 😨

Amazon’s Ending Support for Older Kindles… And That’s Not The Worst Part

I Tried Reading On A Kindle Instead Of "Real" Books... Here's The Truth

Kindle has a big problem, so I'm leaving it behind.

Ebooks, Kindle and the Erosion of Ownership